Afraid when boarding
Tears were falling down her cheeks
What was she thinking?

When chaos enters your life, it’s hard to accept it and to surrender to your reality. You think:

It’s funny how one bad experience can make you stop doing something.

I used to blame people when things were going wrong with my life. There was always someone to blame—even if it was absurd. I just needed to blame someone. Just like when I had arthritis at 25.

Since I gave birth to Ellie, I haven’t really got back to sports (I will back soon, though ^^). I still have some belly fat to lose and it doesn’t make me feel bad or anything. It’s there and I accept it.

What’s wrong when you’re doing nothing?

When you’re feeling lost, you tend to spend a lot of your time in your head.

No matter what you do, it makes you feel bad.