What’s on the other side?

I’m scared of what the future holds for us. I’m walking forward, although, right now I’m more like standing still and wondering if I should keep going.

I’m scared AND excited actually.

You know, it’s this kind of mixed feelings you have when you go skydiving: you’re sitting at the edge of the plane and about to jump out of it. You know there’s only one way out and you know that you’re not gonna die. Yet, you can’t help yourself having crazy thoughts and thinking to yourself:

What am I doing here?

But at this point there’s no more turning back. So you just jump (or the monitor just pushes you out because you’ve been daydreaming too much) and you let yourself enjoy the view.